“Beautanity” is an original song written, performed and produced by Alexandra Mayers for the Christian Pornstar album (volume 02). The lyrics for this song were inspired by many life events Alexandra Mayers has survived through along with some experiences of her friend – who in time will provide vocals for an alternate version of this song.
The cover art for Beautanity is an actual painting called “Behind the Scenes and Why” that Alexandra Mayers created in 2017 – if you would like to see a video of her creating the masterpiece watch the youtube video below:
Below are the lyrics to Beautanity
Beautanity my love
Beautanity my love
Walking down the beach
Full moon in the sky
Stars shining bright
you’re no where in sight.
Texts without calls
That just don’t feel right
Need you in my bed
Each and every night.
Psychic on the phone
Tells me have faith, hold tight
Spirits in my head
Praying with all my might.
That I can break free
Help make you realize
That you plus me
what’s nature has in mind.
Soon, you’ll be by my side – maybe even tonight
So I can hear you say – face to face.
Beautanity, my love
Beautanity my love
You were sent from up above
Beautiful Insanity
is where my heart has led me.
Beautanity’s a secret part of me
A locked door – and only I have the key (x3)
So I just close my eyes, and pray
For the sun to rise
Each and every day – just wanna hear you say.
Walking down the street
Sun’s burning my eyes
I rarely hear from you
and I’m starting to realize
You only used me
wasted tons of my time
You led me on
Made me think you were all mine.
Psychic on the phone
Tells me now’s not the right time
I’m feeling so alone
Praying with all my might.
That I can find the strength
to push you out of my mind
and go about my day
and act like I’m just fine
I know now, you’ll never be a part of my life –
but I don’t need a bottle or wine or a line
to take your place – I’ve found my faith.
Beautanity, my love
Beautanity my love
You were sent from up above
Beautiful Insanity
is where my heart has led me.
Beautanity’s a secret part of me
A locked door…
You tried to steal my youth from me
But you didn’t
You tried to take my dignity
But you couldn’t
You owe me an apology
For your hypocrisy
Have you noticed your defunct physiology is a monstrocity
Thank God I had an epiphany
I finally heard the sound
of Sobriety
This voice you hear from me now
is Beautanity
Beautiful Insanity
Beautanity is Everything – it’s everything (x2)